This is life.

So, First of all. For respect out of what happened, he is ok and home resting and feeling better. thanks for the well wishes. <3


On another note, as most of you know before I started working I went through a really rough breakup. Not everyone knows what happened and for legal sake I wont defame anyone and name names. But the relationship was taking a turn for the very worse.


After a year of dating ( on/off) I broke up with my ex, he was unfaithful on numerous ocassions and knowing my past with my longest boyfriend of 3 years he knew how stressing it was that I trusted him fully. Sadly he cheated not once, not twice.. 4 times.


Hes now seeing the girl he cheated on me with ( one of them) I dont know how happy they are but theyre pretty satisfied that they both hurt me. Anyways, the relationship was more than abusive on an emotional level, it was physically abusive.


I spent the month after that contemplating suicide, on a deep deep level. It sounds emo and naive. But I felt there was no other way to get rid of the pain.


If anyone has him on their Facebook who claims to be my ' friend' you will unfriend me. Cause its not fair to me, to have to see that you have him on there. Youre condoning the fact he hurt me on such a major level, and as a friend you may say " omg I cant believe he did that hes an asshole" well then why are you still speaking to him? it hurts me knowing that. So do yourselves a favour. Get rid of him. He needs to know his actions werent ok.


On this note, if youve been in an abusive, controling situation. There is help out there. You have people you can talk to, even if its a friend. If you need any help from anyone, please ask. Cause youre never alone.


I dedicate this blog post to those bullied teens whos lives were taken so soon by their own hands, bullying is not ok. Help phones are available and they will never judge you. Abuse in any form is NEVER okay and dont condone it.


Kids help phone.ca
 Call 1 800 668-6868 or ask online.


be at peace with yourself.


V